So it’s been quite sometime since I last blogged on here. I’m not even sure if I blogged about James and I dating on here at all. However, it doesn’t much matter as we’ve broken up and I’ve quite literally met my match. His name is Benjamin (I know, always been one of my all time favorite names too) and he’s just amazing.
We’ve known each other for quite sometime, but just recently have taken our friendship to the next level. It’s unique in that he gets me like no one else ever has. He understands my previous misfortune and pain and fear of having that in my life again. I, in turn, understand the same from him and his past as well. We agree on so many things, kids, politics, religion, stupid people, etc. It’s odd because when we are apart for a few days, it just feels like such a long time, and we really want to be in each other’s arms again. The feeling is mutual and not one sided.
He can be emotionally distant, yes, I know, I have a history for finding interest in those Spock boys. But, he can also open up to me when he needs to, and that’s what’s important. He doesn’t keep it all hidden away from me. He shares with me, even if it is in little bits here and there, I can piece them together and understand him.
He’s studied so many things, computers, music, women, psychology, himself, etc. He’s really incredibly smart, and he has a great sense of humor. He really cares about me, and I haven’t felt this way in a really long time.
He holds my hand, cuddles with me, gives me soft kisses, he’s just so incredibly sweet. He said that things will change when we get past the honey moon stage, but I don’t think so. I think things are going to be like this for a long time.
So, I know, you’re asking about his astrology. I mean, you were, right? Ok, so, I just can’t get away from them. I know, I swore I’d stay away from those Leo boys, but damn they are so enticing! Ok, so Clay was a Leo Sun and Leo Moon, and I don’t remember the rest. Jon was a Leo Sun and Aquarius moon. Then I ventured into Aquarian land where I dated James, an Aquarius Sun and Cancer moon (that was a mess). Mr. Ben is a Leo Sun, Leo Moon and Leo Rising. Pretty sure the previous problem was that none of these other dudes were ‘leo-enough’ for me! He’s all pure lion, 100%. Mr Center of Attention Spot Light guy. I haven’t felt this way about a guy since I was with Clay. I seriously feel so at home and complete with Ben. I know we are in that honey moon phase, but I feel like there’s a deep connection, deeper than what I have with Brinney (Yes, another Aquarius-Cancer).
He gets along with all my friends too, which is crazy important to me. And, I really like his friends as well. So that’s good.
So that’s the news. I’m absolutely crazy over this guy. We will see where it goes. :-) <3